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hmmm fun day today. woke up.. played cabal(seriously still bored) and then went out with my mum around 12ish to TM to shop. went to a few stores and stopped at FOX (love them) and bought a long sleeve RED shirt...yes red , to brighten up my wardrobe filled with blacks and browns(no racist intentions =/) and a pair of jeans with holes and paint splatter design(i like em dirtyy) ... and then went to 77th street to get a belt! (my current one has been used for 2 years? )
after shopping(like a girl) we went to Cafe Cartel to have Lunch . got the fish/nuggets basket thingy and my mum ordered the set lunch. I HATE RESTAURANTS WITH SHAKY TABLES!
went home and slackeddd , watched some shows and stuff. Watched fool's gold too :P kate hudson is hotttt.
had dinner and an hour later went to the Gym with dad.
I am doomed for life :( but its good that singapore is hot as BURNING HELL because i cant run in a cold room or weather. i was on the treadmill for about 10 mins and my asthma "acted" . started to wheeze and stuff so i stopped and had my inhaler. :( then went back and did some weightlifting thingys .
So beat up now. probably gonna play cabal -.- i hafta quit after holidays. games are addictive (and its because im so frigging good at them) . ive been game-free for close to 2 years and im NOT GONNA GO BACK TO BEING ADDICTED TO GAMES! (not that ppl call me nerds or anything .. coz in CS i pwn with headshots and jumping awp kills :D ) .. i miss WoWarcraft though.. too bad my broke-ass cant pay $18 a month.
on the verge of destruction>> 6:04 AM -
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
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woke up this morning and went to the polyclinic for my asthma checkup. i hate it coz its always SLOW =/
i was fine for the checkup blah blah and then my mum wanted me to take a blood test to check for Thalassemia and hepatitis B coz she had hepatitis B and still has thalassemia.. and apparently if i had it , my "future" wife had it , we cant "have kids" coz the kid wont live pass 10.
so my whole needle phobia came up and the nurse kept asking me to go have it trying to "physco" me to take it and i was NONONO. but then she grabbed me and walked to the lift and up to the blood testing room or something. i swear it smelled like dead vampires in that room. im not afraid of the pain but afraid of the sight of NEEDLE IN MY SKIN . the only things going inside me are FOOD and AIR and SMELL and MEMORY! .... NOT NEEDLES! .
oh so i took it afterall. i looked away (: (didnt thought of that earlier) wasnt that bad.
so got the meds and off back home.
had lunch , had dinner , played CABAL with daren(seriously bored , ive got nothing else to do)
so when i was trying to go to sleep.... and at the verge.... my sis calls! .. after when i tried to go back... daren smses me!... its always the same old crap!!
well anyway im gana NAP or SLEEP. (depends if ppl starts calling me at the wrongest-most baddest-everest time)
Till next time.
with great power , comes great responsibility...
on the verge of destruction>> 4:30 AM -
Sunday, May 25, 2008
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OK im bored and im gana type the compo i did for my mid years :D ..
As the winter cold blew into our faces , the only thing visible was the majestic aurora in front of our eyes. It was spread across the horizon above all that was left of the trees. This was one of my dreams. To see and take in the beauty of an aurora. After what seemed like an eternity , Sarah and i headed back to our cabin , leaving behind a trail of footprints on the snow.
I had alot of dreams when i was young. I wanted to be a full time musician , a chef and a movie producer. But life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing , but you are bound to do something else. There was a friend i had in secondary school whose name was James. James was the person that encouraged me into the world of music , often sending me CDs of various rock musicians. I fell face down in love the first time Oasis was played. I Took out part of my savings and bought myself an acoustic guitar and that was when it all started , my musical journey. We formed a band and found members to join our little project. Little did we know this little project was the start of something big and exciting.
After we graduated from secondary school, the band was sort of on a rocky ground and we decided to disband it as we had to go our separate ways eventually. I pursued my movie producer dream in a film school and i thought that was what i was to do for a living. The film industry was a harsh place for me. Straight out of film school i got a job at a production company through some contacts and friends. Althought it was a small position , i treated it seriously and believed i really could rise above to the top through time. After a few years , A voice inside my head is constantly telling me that it was a dead end job and i should pursue my other dreams. I have read about hearing voices was a sign of chronic depression and i just laughed it off and pretended it was fine.
During a filming of a cooking show, i bumped into sarah at the production studio. Back then it would have been impossible that i had a girlfriend because of my inability to talk and go up to girls but we hit it off well and soon got really close. She was a chef's assistant and i thought to myself this was my chance , my chance to fulfill my dream of being a chef since the movie producer gig was not working out really well. I quit my job and went to Sarah's restaurant to work as a kitchen assistant. in the kitchen , there was always an awkward feeling and a load of things for me -- to burn. I found out that cooking was not as easy as i read in the cooking for dummies book. It required constant adjustments of the flame and a knowledge of spices , which unfortunately , i lacked of. Sarah and i were talking one night and she asked me if i had other dreams and i told her about the band. She persuaded me to pursue it and i called up my old bandmates.
I Called up james and he was totally onboard. He had been playing at bars ever since he graduated from college. The rest of the band was good to go too and we met up and planned to have the jam of our lives. I pulled out my guitar case from under the bed and wiped the dust off the cover , having that nostalgic moment. I started playing a tune and lyrics just popped into my head, like it was what i was i was meant to do. I began writing about everything , my failed careers , Sarah and everything else. I introduced the songs to the rest of the band and we decided to make a demo of it.
Months of work and money spent on the recordings at the studio finally paid off when i got a called from a record label. They wanted to represent us and give us a record deal. We were smiling out of our wits when we heard it. We took up on the offer and were soon touring the country. Our album sales had peaked the records of other local bands and we were invited to play at the famous Winter Jam in Alaska. Our drummer quit his job and we went there and we played the show of our lives , the crowd began to sing with us. I realised that i had written an anthem , people understood the song and it was the best feeling one could ever have. After the concert , Sarah and i took a walk towards the lake. I told her about how my dreams of being a musician was fulfilled and that there was one last dream i could fulfill now , and that was to see an aurora. As she held my waiting for it , i finally understood something. Rejection is life's greatest lesson , a pull from something that was not meant to be. And motivation is life's greatest gift , a push forward to something new.
917 words =/ i got a pathetic 20/30 (but it was the highest mark for my class... marker is strict)
wow that killed only 15 minutes of my time....
on the verge of destruction>> 2:50 AM -
Friday, May 23, 2008
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last day of school is over! :D .
got back my report book and my L1R4 is 21 -.- ... blame english . PVC was short and cold. handover and stuff. me and jingwen would be incharge of project something... that deals with project thingys..
when i missed the bus 3 decided to take a cab coz the sun was burning but i didnt have any money. i had nets tho.. so 1 by 1 i asked the cabbies and they didnt accept nets .. prolly went through at least 5 cabs before a hyundai cab accepted :D . so i went home and went to bed.
watched bits of August rush and 40 year old virgin... (im bored)
soon to hong kong! yeah
on the verge of destruction>> 5:05 AM -
Thursday, May 22, 2008
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School = Free Periods .
was about to sleep when cheryl called me and told me to book the Pool room and then we started playing... realised i cant play Poool. i have no flow with balls :D =/
last day of school is tomorow..... :D how nice. theres CCA.
cant wait for Hongkong...
Ciaaaooo im Off to bed
on the verge of destruction>> 7:18 AM -
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
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i always love a new set of strings. sigh i would love a Taylor or gibson acoustic. haha
so today was kinda boring. some free periods , had lots of maths holiday homework. left chem at 1.10 for the creative writing course...
it was still BORING!.... tried hard not to fall asleep.. tomorow would be poetry.. and the LAST one :D
after that herlmi , khai , me , aifaa and eve walked to white sands and went to KFC .
nothing much to blog about. life is getting boring by the second..
cant wait for hong kong trip though. singapore is such a small , clean and ugly place... why dont we have sceneries like australia , new zealand or CHINA (-.-) haha.
i wanna take some landscape picturesssss.
on the verge of destruction>> 5:15 AM -
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
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this is awesome....
on the verge of destruction>> 6:25 AM -
Saturday, May 17, 2008
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Ok ive got everything sorting out and now chilling to McFly haha
my results were.. OK ..
Maths - 61% - B4 Chinese - 54% - C6 (HAHAHA I PASSED) Chemistry - 72% - A2 (wooo) Physics - 80% - A1 (wooo! :D) SS - 58% - C5 History - 60% - B4 DnT - 57% - C5 English 51% - C6 (ok this is bullshit. half the class failed english. the marker is dumb)
well i loved my science.. :D
and i got a 20/30 for my compo and the marker commented "what a philosophical ending" haha
ok my new PC . new Gigabyte Board , Intel Dual Core chip and 2gb rams. $268 hmm. new boards so i got a new case to go with it. got this awesome black grill design and a blue LED fan at the front and i added my old LED fans to the side too . pics soon when i get off my ass to take some :D
EDIT* here it is. :D
on the verge of destruction>> 1:00 AM -
Friday, May 16, 2008
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woo ok my PC broke so i didnt go online for the last 3 days (missed me?) and found out that my motherboard was dead. so i went to simlim and was looking for a replacement but apparently AMD 939 sockets are "outdated" and i had to change a new board with a new chip and new rams ... totaled to $268! (last time it wouldve cost 4 times more....) so i spent today setting it up and finally got it running yay.
will blog tomorow. its 1.40am .. been at this since 6pm... im SWAMPED
on the verge of destruction>> 10:35 AM -
Monday, May 12, 2008
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realised that typing my blog's address is a bitch..
anyways. EXAMS ARE OVER!
im gana fail A maths. paper 2 was hard! .
after the a maths paper me marcus zoey and jocelyn went to downtown's mac to eat and then ppl frm dunman high swarmed in.... we were like the black sheep there =/
went back to sch and took listening and now im at hOME!
im gana go have my lunch and SLEEP. coz i havent slept well since 2007 :(
on the verge of destruction>> 10:19 PM -
Sunday, May 11, 2008
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well today was an unproductive day.. but i took a picture tho. seems kinda cool
NOW i HAVE to go study my DnT . Goodbye
on the verge of destruction>> 5:56 AM -
Saturday, May 10, 2008
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New acoustic cover . this time its When the stars go blue - Ryan Adams (also covered by tyler hilton)
i hafta go study DnT =/
on the verge of destruction>> 10:24 PM -
Friday, May 9, 2008
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Physics paper was easier then i expected... A maths paper was hard-ish as i expected.. but that ends the intense studying(hahaha) that ive been today this week. next week its Paper 2 A maths and DNT and listening... wooo
oh during our 1 1/2 hour break we saw a cat with a kitten in its mouth(carrying not eating) and we chased after them and khairul scared the mum away and it dropped the kitten.. it was so cute.... the mum came back UNDER the drain which she dropped the kitten and was waiting for us to go... so me and marcus hid near the drain (we opened one of it) so the cat could come out and get it. (we were taking a vid) but then a teacher came and we haul assed hahahahaha. i got it on vid too.
went to Ehub after school with marcus zoey and amanda and we watched IRONMAN! ive been waiting for that ever since it came out 10 days ago. didnt watch because of the stupid exams.. IT ROCKED :D
came home and my PC had something wrong with its graphic card. spent 1 hour trying to fix it and gave up and i went to bed.. woke up ard 7ish and tried it again and it worked. have scratches all over my hands now -.- i realised i cant live without a computer . (im gana die in NS... )
well its been a blogless week (i really didnt have time :O ) (but i really didnt study that much either :P )
i'll see yous later
on the verge of destruction>> 7:02 AM -
Saturday, May 3, 2008
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hmm woke up this morning and went to EXPO with dad to the harvey norman sale thingy and he bought a 2000 dollar HD camcorder. woo haha
and i tried the D300's live view there too.. too wicked! but too bad i just got my D80 haha argh ive got SS and chem to study today!. all 9 chapters of Chem and both chapters of SS!
cant wait to start....
on the verge of destruction>> 11:02 PM -
Friday, May 2, 2008
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today is mr low's last day :( saddd . hes a good teacher.
ok went bowling with zoey and amanda and jocelyn and marcus today after school at the new E hub place. i cant bowl for shitsss
1st game i got really low and 2nd game i got 43(which is higher than the first but still really low)
hahaha
awesome vid! last part is WTF
on the verge of destruction>> 4:24 AM -
Thursday, May 1, 2008
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woooo i got my timbuk2 black/black/black messenger bag :D
$159! for a medium!
argh haha . spent .. $150(5% discount) for the bag + $39.90 for new school shoes from everlast and an everlast Tee $32..
$222 total . zomg haha
well my mum paid for all that. so yay
came home and went downstairs to meet nadiah nadiah and nisa. then marissa came and they swam while i studied (haha slightly) and i got waterbombed by nadiah >:( they went up and i went home. and stoned. i love my new bag yay
on the verge of destruction>> 4:00 AM -
The Person
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My name is Jonathan, from the little red dot the aliens call singapore.
Im a photographer(http://soldi.deviantart.com
and the guitarist for a band called cupid's heartbreak (http://myspace.com/cupidsheartbreak)
I write songs and play my guitars when im bored.I download way too much Movies and Shows (i'll die without them)
Music is Love , Funny is all ive got.
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