ahh its Friday. i would usually love this day during school time but i hate it during the holidays... im left with English , Physics , A Maths , DnT and History.. haul ass =/
went for PVC this morning and was kinda fun.. interesting stuff. and mr yang had to change me to another group.. argh lol . i liked the old group after PVC me and marissa went to meet marcus and AIN! (yay shes back ! ! !)
apparently she bought me a CUP from mumbai. lol . i'd love it anyways
went to mac with marissa and mac afterwards and talked and crapped and joked and ate. then jingwen came and sat for awhile and we left after that.
took a cab back coz i was so tired.. (its not easy shooting a short film with a handheld , i get hand cramps from my DSLRs alrdy .. i dont really need another source of pain ..)
stoned a little and went to bed. woke up around.. 7? ate dinner , watched 27 dress (not bad movie :D) and then stoned more.. staring at the pile of work i hafta do.. ITS MARCH. IVE BEEN A GOOD BOY FOR 3 MONTHS. I DONT WANNA DO MY WORK ANYMORE OH MY . whats the deal with these much work anyways? ..
sometimes reminiscing about the gigs and jam sessions.. really miss those times . There are no words to describe the feeling u have when youre playing infront of a crowd.. rocks .. i need new songs.. more stuff like Kate Voegele.. those melodies that fills ur head with thoughts and think of something worth thinking about. Its amazing how these songs changes your life ..
i miss writing my crappy-doesnt-sound-as-good songs.. ive totally lost my will to write. maybe thats the down part of being .. been in a band. so thats what breaking up feels like . (i remember saying that to somebody... argh who ?)
great point jingwen said today.. i could never be angry at a person for more than 3 seconds.. i remember saying that too... i say stuff alot...
if only human could turn back time huh... i'll still be happier..
oh and i just found the Poem i wrote for mr low's english assignment.. he said it was "very good" hmm.... here it is..
As grey clouds fill up this empty ceiling These walls became my friends A World full of silence heard as my life hangs on a thread
Theres too many to care For just one of us I need a friend But im afraid to even ask
The moonlight shines The darkest parts unvealed Facing the reality Nobody is thrilled
There are much more worst Genocides and deaths These things wouldnt happen If everyone cared..
P.S im not emo. we were supposed to write about the source given and IT was emo (:
Silence Speaks Louder Than Words .
so true..
sometimes i just wished everyone would care just a little and the world wouldnt be this screwed up.. im pretty optimistic for a pessimist (i know this line is a paramore's song but it makes sense) maybe its the song im listening to that made me write these much... i dont usually write these much. im shy even on the net (ahahahaha) .. =/
i find blogs really cool. as a place i could really write and delete sometime in the light years to come. hmmm ok. I AM TEMPTED TO GET A WHITE LES PAUL(yes ladies another sexy beast) i spend way too much on guitars.. maybe i should buy myself some flowers and a dinner first.
oh and i realised i painted my room red and i feel comfortable surrounded by red and grey.. (for those who've seen my room ).. so ive established my calming colours to be a wristcutter's lovestory paperback design..
9:40pm ... im probably gonna stone till 12 and start doing my homework and fall asleep on top of it. much like i used to.. in sec 2 and 1.. when i didnt care that much about my work.. but its good to know and feel when you see that u got 2 As for maths. which i failed terribly in primary school. that i thank Ain :D my table buddy first year and a little in sophomore till marcus stole her from me (which is weird but marcus still sucks in maths... ain does wonders)
the other day when me and marcoz went to Long John Silver's and he said i had an american accent and then i could switch accents pretty fast...(was talking to him and then talked to the ... argh lol i forgot what the person taking orders are called) so thats a new thing u dont know about me :D whoever is reading this... marissa if youve read through then i hope u get well soon :D
anyways i think ive said too much today. gana go.. stone :D
ciao friends that are probably gonna be late 12910 years later at my funeral. (yes im rambo i'll live that long)
*outandabout*
on the verge of destruction>> 6:12 AM -
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My name is Jonathan, from the little red dot the aliens call singapore.
Im a photographer(http://soldi.deviantart.com
and the guitarist for a band called cupid's heartbreak (http://myspace.com/cupidsheartbreak)
I write songs and play my guitars when im bored.I download way too much Movies and Shows (i'll die without them)
Music is Love , Funny is all ive got.
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